Our Family

Josh and I have been married for 3 years now. We were married on 3/25/2006. Josh is the love of my life. We have been together since high school. We have been trying to start a family now for the last 2 1/2 years. We were thrilled when we got a BFP on Jan. 11th 2008 only to find out days later that the pregnancy wouldn't last. It was the most painful thing I have ever experienced. I wanted answers. We sought help from a fertility doctor in February 08 we started our treatment. Months of pills and injection, multiple IUIs and still nothing. I have PCOS. I do have regular cycles and everything always looked good. Treatment was very hard on me both physically and emotionally. Month after month the disappointment really took its toll on Josh and I. I grieved every month like someone died. It was awful. At our last appointment was in Oct 08 we were told that IVF is our next option. Being that the cost of IVF is a little over our budget, now that we have spent money all this time on things that have to worked we decided to take a break from treatment. I came to realize that it will happen when it will happen. God has a plan for us and I know that his plan might not be the way I like it right now, but its the best plan for us. So I keep the faith that God will lead us on the right path. I trust in the Lord.